::Walk Away the Emptiness::

2010??!!

2010-01-02T06:42:00.000-08:00

Woww!! Tak pernah sangka dah masuk 2010! Ya Allah..cepatnya masa berlalu..mcm2 dah jadi last year..tak perasan..tanda2 kiamat dah nih..bila la nak bertaubat!! Last time bukak blog ni during tunang..then, dah senyap sepanjang tahun!! hahahaha..

I'll update myself apa yang dah berlaku sepanjang tahun lepas..but so far..let me think of my last year's achievement.....hurmmmmmm!!

a) Kawen & Tunang @ 25 years old --->> done!! :P
b) Help mom to renovate the house --->> very well done~!!
c) Naik pangkat & gaji --->> sipi2 jeks..but done!!
d) Better me --->> still trying..non stop trying!
e) My own project --->> secured 3, habis duit untuk kawen!! lalalalala..

Well, I guess it's not too late to wish all of you Selamat Tahun Baru..!! May 2010 ni promise every sweet & joyful time to all of us!!

Azam tahun baru?? Well, I would love to say that I want to be the best wife, daughter, sister, menantu, worker, friend to all the people..and of course, a very good and loyal servant to Allah. And on top of that:

a) Menuntut ilmu sampai liang lahad..
Hihi..going to further my MBA this March at UPM!! It feels awkward going back to school..but, I will try to survive..I love schools!! I love being nerd..:P

b) Mind my own money
Target terkumpul dalam akaun simpanan bank ialah 10k sampai akhir tahun depan!! Cari dari sekarang~!! Duit tu nak buat apa?? Macam2 nak buat!!

c) Businesszz
Besides small2 project yang bakal masuk this year, I am hoping I boleh buat my own biz, but still menggoogle carik idea..this February, my own ent will be setup!! Tunggu kemunculannya!!

d) +Ve attitude
I'm trying..really!! Even sbnrnya sangat susah to stay +ve, tp at one time tu, u have to, even tak ikhlas pon..sooo..anything yang related to this group..I'll improve for 2010! Termasuklah behavior, way of life..friendship and others..

Tak mahu letak banyak2 sangat..takot tak termakbol..!! Hihi..well..stay healthy!! 2010..bring it on!!

Engagement Day

2009-03-16T06:20:00.000-07:00

Engagement Day

2009-03-16T06:18:00.000-07:00

2009..here we go!!

2009-02-05T07:56:00.000-08:00

It's been some time tak mengadap blog..well, I'm quite tight up dengan schedule..a lot of things dah happened even baru jek beberapa hari masuk 2009..I'm scared actually to face that I'm going to be 25 this year..it's like something u dream about but never thot it's going to be this soon..am I ready?? Am I??

January..we kick off new year with my broken kaki..I jatuh..and until now I promise I can feel the pain everytime I pijak..but well..belasah jek..x kan x nak jalan kan?? At office, 2 projects from MOHE really make me sick! I've draft more than 4 proposals..baru dpt approval untuk proposal yang ke...#7? Gila betoll..hehehhe..

At home..got a new housemate..Nadia from Johor too..no offense!! I memang choose giler my housemate..I've my own criteria..hehehe..At hometown..the renovation dah start..!! Dunno exactly what my mom plan..tp, yeahh..hopefully will lead to something that she really want..

Other things..not so much actually..now tengah sibuk Gaza and on top of that Msia political issue yang non-stop kegilaannya!! So,like other people..what actually I hope for this year to be??

I DONT KNOW!!

:)

Projects..projects!!

2009-01-21T07:21:00.000-08:00

Wowww..new yearrr!! Boleh tak after 22 days baru nak update blog?? Hahahha..sorry la..banyak tragic things yang happened to me lately..contohnyaaa..contoh..kaki sebelah ter-ple-ot masa dkt kampung..until now pon x betol lagi..hari new year tuuu!! sabo jekss!!

But actually..today bukan nak update blog pon..just few projects yang tengah going on right now under my own co..Stella Art Sdn Bhd:

a) UM + UITM Expo

b) UIA Graduation Dinner

c) UKM 4KL Program

d) UNITAR

e) Akademi Langkawi

I'm so damn busyyyyyy..dengan kerja office yang berlambak2..aduhss!! I'm handling MOHE, MARA, MAMPU and GIS now..4 proposals in a month..tamaknyaaa!! Well..I guess now is the time my office nak cekik balik gaji yang i demand tu..sila2..:P..

I'm hoping to get more projects this year..really need those money..ASAP!!

Will update pasal projects ni later..

For u my dear, sila click image untuk enlarge dulu, baru save..k??

2 days to go ++love mode++

2008-12-28T06:17:00.000-08:00

Weeeeee..I would also like to update about my relationship with my dear..we've been together quite sometime and we are taking the relationship seriously!! And to prove how serious we are..I decided to bring my bf to see my parents personally. Of course before dia pernah dtg..but with all the Jasinians..soo..cover up!!

But he seriously ikut I balik BP waktu raya masa tu and my parents heret dia to all my relatives houses!! Sian youu!! End up, dia pening..sebab makan banyak..and penat sangat..but thanks syg!! I know tak smua orang ada kekuatan tu..:P..especially bila berdepan dengan aunt2 i..

And memyself jugak..fulfill his azam to make me meet the parents..I met both of them at KLCC this year..first time jumpa the mom!! Seriously..it is damn scaryyy!! I swear I am a lil bit tense masa tu..smpt masuk Body Shop and M&S to shop to hilangkan my takot..hehehe..i'm not really sure why..i am so good with parents..parents love me!! Tapi tak tahula kenapa that day..but alhamdulillah..everything went very well..:)

And one thing lead to another..the parents already met up and meet each other..at my house..at his house..I am soooo glad!! Even more..my siblings pon accept him seadanya..good!! Soooooo good!! Our family really support us..really thanks!! Well..I hope the relationship is heading to somewhere next year..we've talked about it..and we do plan for the next step of US..tak sabar sangat tunggu tahun baru..to achieve my dream selama ni..!!

Thank God to let us be together until now, and hopefully forever!

Happy Muharram!!

2008-12-28T05:45:00.000-08:00

It's new yearr!! So for those yang x tahu kenapakahhh..today, Muslim observe the first day of Muharram, the first month in Islamic calendar. Sejarah tertulis it's a day to remember for Hijrah Nabi from Mekah to Madinah..and it should be the ummat too..hijrah-migration..!! We will start the Muharram with Yassin and doa..I would like to share the doa here with all of u..and wish everybody a happy new year..semoga tahun baru ni lebih bermakna untuk semua orang, menjadi hamba yang lebih baik dari tahun sebelum ni dan paling penting, berubah..to be a better person..:)

We should close the year with a doa to Allah, ask forgiveness to what we already did.

Doa Akhir Tahun

Wahai Tuhan, apa yang telah aku lakukan dalam tahun ini daripada perkara-perkara yang Engkau tegah daripada aku melakukannya dan aku belum bertaubat daripadanya. Sedangkan Engkau tidak redha dan tidak melupakannya. Dan aku telah melakukannya di dalam keadaan di mana Engkau berupaya untuk menghukumku, tetapi Engkau mengilhamkanku dengan taubat selepas keberanianku melakukan dosa-dosa itu semuanya. Sesungguhnya aku memohon keampunanMu, maka ampunilah aku. Dan tidaklah aku melakukan yang demikian daripada apa yang Engkau redhainya dan Engkau menjanjikanku dengan pahala atas yang sedemikian itu. Maka aku memohon kepadaMu.

Wahai Tuhan! Wahai yang Maha Pemurah! Wahai Yang Maha Agung dan wahai Yang Maha Mulia agar Engkau menerima taubat itu dariku dan janganlah Engkau menghampakan harapanku kepadaMu Wahai Yang Maha Pemurah. Dan Allah berselawat ke atas penghulu kami Muhammad, ke atas ahli keluarga dan sahabat-sahabatnya dan mengurniakan kesejahteraan ke atas mereka.

And we start a new year with a doa too..:)

Doa Awal Tahun

Wahai Tuhan, Engkaulah yang kekal abadi, yang qadim. yang awal dan ke atas kelebihanMu yang besar dan kemurahanMu yang melimpah dan ini adalah tahun baru yang telah muncul di hadapan kami. Kami memohon pemeliharaan dariMu di sepanjang tahun ini dari syaitan dan pembantu-pembantunya dan tentera-tenteranya dan juga pertolongan terhadap diri yang diperintahkan melakukan kejahatan dan usaha yang mendekatkanku kepadaMu Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Agung dan Maha Mulia.

Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha pengasih dari mereka yang mengasihi dan Allah berselawat ke atas penghulu kami Muhammad. Nabi yang ummi dan ke atas ahli keluarga dan sahabat-sahabatnya dan kesejahteraan ke atas mereka.

Well, hope it is useful..what I really hope for this Muharram..to be a better person..soo..for starting..I would like to apologize to all people yang I hurt before..I really mean it from my heart..minta maaf zahir dan batin..I am not a perfect person, I do admit I made a lot of mistake selama ni..secara langsung, dan tak langsung..I am truly, honestly sorry..

Happy Muharram everybody..me+my sis duk nyanyi2 lagu 1 Muharam detik bersejarah..permulaan tahun islam hijrah..perpindahan nabi dan umat islam..dari kota mekah ke kota madinahh..heheheh..u guys can continue later..this song is really something!!

Selamat menjadi new person!! Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah!

3 days to go ++family mode++

2008-12-28T00:13:00.000-08:00

Sambil2 cerita pasal my frens achievement..I would love to share pasal my idols plak..it's always my family..:) i am so grateful to be one of the family members..seriously!!

Mak & Ayah
The best parents ever..mak and ayah nyer achievement this year will be new cucu of the year..si hidong merah..Anis Humairah!! Well, ayah already started with his fertigasi project..and mak..like always..orchids!!

Abg Yin
Should I call u Dato' C my brother?? Hehehe..well, I will consider this brother as a damn lucky one..and of course I knew u wor harder to get that position..really..you make the parents and us proud..:) Let me tell u this..even I did not know u that well, but u will always be my brother..thanks for all the chances u given to me this year..it means a lot to me!

Abg Joe
This bro is blesses with prosperity this year..heard that he makes a LOT of money!! With all the construction projects in his hand..i ensure he will be in a better situation than before..seriously bro..go and get the dato' ship faster!! And thanks too..for being my brother..u help me a lot when I was with UIA..thanks..and wish u a better future!

Abg Mi
My 3rd brother..I guess this year he start making profit with his gold business..way to go bro!! And many tragic situation gak happened to him..but well, life must goes on!! And I know u can figure out better ways to solve it..:)

Abg Min
New cute daughter!! Enough with Insyirah already..new baby in town!! Heard he got the scolar to further his study..my brother will be a specialist doctor!! Amin!!

Kak Nani
New job, new salary, new life..my elder sister..she's the best in her field!! Please somebody..fall in love with her!! Hahahaha..she's the best kakak ever..she's tough, pretty and hawtt!!:P

Yana
Well...if I can trade my life with her..I will!! Sebab how I wish I can go back to the past..and FIX everything..my lil sis doing good this year..dah ada peningkatan in her relationship..bawak BF balik kampung!! Way to go sis..:P

I am so damn lucky to be in this family...please God..let us be together, in hard and easy time..bless us with healthy, prosperity, happiness and all the good things in this world!! AMIN!

Seriously??!!

2008-12-27T05:44:00.000-08:00

Have u ever in a situation when u need a friend but nobody's there for u?? And have u ever been thinking why on earth u need to settle other people problem than urs one?? Why actually you put yourself behind, or ur problem behind just to make somebody that is not even there for u when u in need..happy??

Well, me myself..WAS describe as survivor, very independent, career lady, do-not have problem people, self esteem and other things which I never admit I am..I am here to confess..I am an ordinary female, period bila waktunya, nangis bila sakit, sibuk waktu kerja, ada bfren who love me that much, and it hurts when we are apart..and it is NORMAL..all NORMAL

But then..somehow, I do feel sick..whenever I try to make a conversation..people..I will say..my friend..do not think I need their attention..they never pick up my calls, never reply my sms, sometimes not even reply my msg and just out like that in the middle of conversation and pretend NOTHING happen..and keep on telling me, asking me their problems..how about mine??

Just to let u know, girls - especially both of u..u play a big role in my life..somehow..i would love if u could listen to me once!! SERIOUSLY!!

4 days to 2009 +gossip girls mode+

2008-12-27T00:26:00.000-08:00

I'm home!! habiskan cuti..i'll be at batu pahat until 4th..so,whoever yang at batu pahat now..let's go out!!hehe..well, before.. the post is about my gossip boys yang doing very well this year..check out my gossip girls achievements..me?? Nothing so far..but i'll update my DONE for this year at my next blog..:)

Peach
Well..this girl is doing good this year..she's married to a very great guy, Ikhwan..I really hope they will live happily ever after!! I knew she loves her job..who doesnt? A nice boss ever, work trip to present a paper..and plus..kerja and study at the same time..who on earth is not going to take that opportunity?? I am soo damn jealous with this girl of course!! But at the same time I'm proud..daddy's little girl have grown up so fast!! :P Jangan nangis banyak ya after this..you make my life upside down this year..!!

Ai
Another girl that I swear make a history this year..break up-couple-break up-new guy-old guy..owhh..this girl memang tak stop with the gossippss..but still I love u girl!! I dont care how much you rock the man's world..ahahahha..but then, the prince charming dah slamatkan cik puteri kita..nama classy giler - ALI...mcm nama atukku!! On top of that, did I mention she runs her own business?? Yeahhh...semua orang dah besar...!! Semua sukses gituuu!! I am so proud..REALLY!!

Azren
She used to be my bff at Jasin dulu..but still, we're doing good now..change stories..keep secrets..:) well then..among all friends..I guess Azren yang doing a very damn good job after all..married, working at IBM, buying a house...and u know what..will completely being a woman in 4 weeks!! Yeppp..she's going to deliver a baby!! When can I get my own baby??? My God Azren..still can't believe it..it feels like semalam jek kita baru nak pegi dobi together..!!

Mek Cah
My collegemate, my roommate, my universitymate..:) people do say we look alike once..but, life is much more easier for her than me..she got herself a baby!! And more..a teacher..and cute hubby!! Besides we share a room masa our first year..I do really like her..she's strict, fair and of course very clever!! Wonder what the child look like..pretty+cute..hurmmmm..=adorable!!

Suzane
Serious Suzane, kau la member terbaik masa dkt fakulti dulu!! Even she's way older than me (no kidding!!), we didnt do sister talk or something..she's a friend when u in need!! Suzane dah duduk KL this year..leaving her job at JB and make a quite big decision to stay here..further her study in master..and a step nearer to her future that she wants..keep up a good job girl!! You earn it...and I'm here for u all the time!! Just in case u dont know..;)

Asni
Beside Suzane, Asni is one of the bestest gf I ever had..my facultymate..this lady will make u wonder how old she is actually..no harm feeling Asni!! She's fair..she's beauty!! Like Suzane, she got herself stuck at BSN HQ as analyst..tengah buat master jugak dengan Suzane right now..and as far as I concerned...ada boyfriend!!!!!!!! Weeeeeeeeeeee...hehehhehe...sila Asni..sila la kawen duluuu..I tak kisahhh! Miss shopping with u bothh..but well, I guess aku+suzane shopping for ur night dress plak lepas ni...hehehe..will pick a hottie night dress for u!!

They are really something..!! I am working on their pictures now..:) hehehhe..owhhh..special tomorrow..bersempena awal muharram..what have i achieved this year?? hurmmmm..tough question!!

7 days to go!! +gossip boys mode+

2008-12-23T17:20:00.001-08:00

Wow..2009 is coming!! Selalu jek my ym status will be " what have u achieved this year?"..hurmmm..dunno!! Hahahaha..seriously, nak jawab tu susah sangat since I pon tatau apa yang I dah achieve..I feel like nothing to compare with my friends..my good friends..some of them ada yang kawen, ada anak pon..well..cant remember apa my resolution pon for 2009 sebenarnya..tp..I really want to make checklist so that apa yang i nak by end of each year ter - check!!

Some of my good boy friends yang doing pretty good in 2008:

Anips
Well, he always did well in everything..especially bila things related to design, artwork, pictures and etc..this year..another new brand of Syaitan_Neraka aka Anips = photographer..dengan dia punya Canon EOS tuu..and all the lenses..OMG!! Hehehhe..but seriously, u'll be my friends ever!! We know each other dah dkt 10 tahun dahhh..:) let make the relationship last ever!!

Zaki
Got his own company, managing his own company, got his bff duduk in the same company. Well, this guy is actually memang damn lucky!! Give me some!!!

Nizam
Nizam quit MAS after berbelas tahun duk di angkasa..:P Thanks to me sebab buatkan surat sambung study tu untuk dia!! Hahahaha..Nizam..bayar I punya allowance!! He joined Zaki dekat JOS memula and then pindah ikut Zaki jugak now..well..he really brave to make this decision!!

Edy
Edy dah jadi my gossip boy since this mid year..but, he's leaving to UK!!! We share a lot of gossips, lifestyle, masalah rumahtangga and etc..hahhahaha...seriously, he leave his job for his wife..I guess x semua lelaki boleh buat mcm tu..I'll miss u Edy!! Wait for me dkt UK tauu!

Sham
My good friend?? Yeahh..used to be...this Dr travel satu dunia dah this year..from Canada to Japan to Somalia to Dubai and etc..plus...new girlfriend!!! People said that it is mcm impossible for him to bercinta semula after what had happened to him..tapi...hahahhaha...Konon2 malu nak ngaku..chesss!!! Ngaku sudahhhh...

Zul
Zul dah start a new life at Kuantan..dah jadi engineer TNB! Got new gf and so much more!! He's looking better..good taste in fashion, girls and cars..I guess since we used to be good masa dkt university dulu..we still doing good until today..I wish we can go back to UM and live student's life to the fullest!!

Fat
Dr Fat dah berhijrah ke Bera..jadi Dr kampung..so far that I know..he has a very great life over there..of course with his job and the ladiesss..tak kenal sapa gf dia..but this guy..memang TIDAK akan single..diulang..TIDAK ok?? heheheh..well, sapa x nak kot?? I thot in his phone siap ada list of syg1, syg2, syg3, syg4..hahahhaha..banyak tu number phone sayang-s!! Good luck with the ladies doc!!

I wish I can put all their pictures here!! Nanti I mintak ehhhh kat diorang..:)
Diorang2 ni bukan sahaja established..tapi juga comey2 belaka..:P

++UPDATE++

Missing in the picture : Zaki, Nizam (will curi ur picture later guys)!!

But did I mention..my best GOSSIP BOY ever??

He's so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! In any faces pon!! hahahhaha...u know i love u in anyway pon!!
Next post will be +GOSSIP GIRLS mode+

Terengganu

2008-12-17T17:43:00.000-08:00

So..Pjah's done!! Selamat Memecah Dara..hahahhaa..well, I amek the opportunity to berjalan like always..hehehehe..well, my flight to KL depart from Kuantan..me+my dear gi la jalan2..we all smpt singgah to a very nice keropok lekor somewhere in Terengganu yang bukan Losong..hahha..and of course..sempt pegi Masjid Kristal..the mosque is quite small actually..by the time tu ada kelas tahfiz something going on..so, ramai la adik2 yang pakai songkok aji..:)

I want to write banyak lagii..tp now seriously busy nak mati with my proposal to MOHE!! I'll write some more in my next post..the mosque..it's beautiful..isn't it?? To know more about the mosque and the taman tamadun islam at terengganu..kindly visit:

http://www.tti.com.my/

Pjah+Ikhwan Persandingan

2008-12-15T22:31:00.000-08:00

Pjah + Ikhwan Akad Nikah

2008-12-15T22:06:00.000-08:00

Will upload more pictures later..sangat busy!!!

Virgin Manjakani Condom +pure pleasure+

2008-12-03T17:52:00.000-08:00

I went to this event at Templer yesterday..it is not that great at the beginning especially bila we are not provided with lunch..ehehehe..but well, I guess takpela kot..me+my boss+yann makan dkt tepi jalan jek..10RM 3 pinggan+3 air ok?? So CHEAPPPP!!

So..this event ni actually launching event for one of the most selling training product..we act as one of the partner and learning hub for it..it's nicely conducted and we can see they put all the efforts toward the event..

Why my title pasal condom lak?? Hehehe..it's in my goodie bag man!! I wish I buleh bagi jugak masa I kawen nanti with tagline + safety first+let the heat begins+ muahaahahhaa..

I dont know so much about this item..but check out the website later..and the brochureeee..my God...so realll!! I like their words...+let the heat begins+light up the passion+turn on the desire+ hahahhaha...u should have a look at their website :

http://www.virgincondoms.com/

In the brochure lagi..:

VIRGIN MANJAKANI CONDOMS telah direka khas dalam pelbagai bentuk dan adalah disediakan dalam bentuk Plain (biasa), Ribbed (urutan) dan Dotted(bertitik) untuk menambah lagi kenikmatan dalam pengalaman seks anda

Wowww..really..so many things lagi yang we are not really sure..kan?? So..guys, study!! Girls..yeahhh..u need to learn some of this things too..for safety and future purpose of course!!
:P

One Step @ A Time

2008-12-02T00:29:00.000-08:00

Dedicated to my girlfriends..especially Peach..!! Tolong jangan kelam kabut..u own ur life..soo..take ur time to rule it!!

One Step At A Time

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming

Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take

One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love

It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sightwhen you need to find the strength
It's your faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

:P

Pjah Bunga Party

2008-11-27T19:51:00.000-08:00

Here's few pictures of the party..well, girls..even pjah dah tahu pasal this party..but, still dia happy sangat and claim this is the best party ever..thanks sebab memeriahkan majlis girls..and of course usop..nak gamboooooooo!!

The food

The pengantin to be

The girlfriends (sorry gambo Usop tak habis upload lagi) (missing *moon*ija*jira*usop)

The party (really..thanks sebab datang!!)

Bachelorette Party for Pjah +preparation+

2008-11-27T17:58:00.000-08:00

Pjah..Pjah..well, one of my Gossip Girl is getting married!! Oh my God..lepas ni semua orang dah kawen..tinggal ler I sorang2 tak kawen lagi..well..I started fikir nak buat this party after heard her wish.."nak jumpa kawan2 and spend masa dengan diorang!"..and further..sebab banyak sangat wishes dia yang I nak cuba makbulkan..such as:

a) nak kad ada ribbon2 + tracing paper..12 aku bagi..cukup x?? hehhe..

b) nak bunga hidop...10+20 kuntum flowers untuk pjah...

c) nak Mark & Spencer

d) nak bunga pink!

and etc..well, the party memang x akan jadi without my other frens..especially to suzane and ija..thanks a million!! memang kalau korang takde..tak dapat cek nak buat..speacial thanks to zura, jira, fa, fiza, asni, usop - our cameraman and of course..ai!! thanks sebab teman pompuan tu dari pkul 5.30 petang!! I owe u guys a lot!! and seriously..thanks so much for coming..

Tengah tunggu usop upload gambar dkt facebook..then buleh aaa edit and post dkt sini..btw, usop call this party - party bunga pjah...for your information, orang nandos pon pening sebab aku duk tukar diorang nyer theme jadi pink+bunga...few times tu datang tempat kita duk tanya.."nak pakai napkin pink x kak??" erkkk..tak perluuuu!!

Very2 special thanks to En Hairul...dulu kan En Hairul, saya takot giler nak gi kelas En Hairul, sebab..en hairul..suka bangat panggil nama saya!! hohohoho..tp seriously, saya tak sangka En Hairul buleh sumbang something for the party..thanks so muchhh!!! Ur the best!! I knew Pjah is lucky damn girl sebab dpt boss mcm u!!

Well..few screenshot for the party preparation:

The invitation

The congratulation

The programme

My 9 Little Angels

2008-11-26T01:48:00.000-08:00

Bebudaks yang tak reti duduk diam, x paham bahasa melayu and some more..so cute sampai the aunt tak boleh nak marahh...well, you are all so lucky sebab dapat aunt mcm Mak Zeti!! And aso mak yana and mak nani of course..

Nak nyanyi 9 budak hitam..but since semua orang putih belakaa..sooo..tak leh nyanyi..brothers..make more babies please!!! Thank q!

Raya woohooo

2008-10-26T00:58:00.000-07:00

Hiii..tak sempat nak tulis apa for this month..I'm busy2...soooo..Raya is good like always..post gambar dulu..will get back with the info later2

Tadaaaaaaaaaaa...

First Raya..will always with the jubah..:) Thanks mak, ayah!

First raya - evening = masing2 dah mengglamer..look at 2 of my sisters..posing x ingat!!!

Second raya - merah and blue mode

My silly brother..hahaha..well, he's a doctor..:)
Tak buleh caka apa..nak jadi model x dapat..hahahhahaa

Will update the blog soon..tengah busy musyy..

KKHAB 2008

2008-09-24T23:18:00.000-07:00

KKHAB stands for Koperasi Keluarga Haji Ali Berhad..it's a family koperasi belah my father yang kumpul duit every year from each ahli..which is I think..dah exceed more than 200 people which is my relatives..

This year KKHAB meeting, I need to create a website..I'm stuck..especially bulan2 puasa ni to design outstanding web..benci2..all the skills hilang sudah!! But well..thanks for web template sebab dah bagi me a lot of ideas..and template! :P

For my dearest relatives, please tunggu this kemunculan web ya...saudaramu ini bekerja dan tidak mempunyai sources untuk tulis dkt dalam ni...but, I promise..it'll be publish next year...:)

Here's the screenshot for the web:

What should I name this web?? http://www.kkhab.com.my/
Cool kan?? Tapi..of course..tak upload lagi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear relatives, see you on Raya 2008 @ Mak Ngah's House!!

Wedding2!!

2008-08-26T00:23:00.000-07:00

It's a month before puasa and people sibuk2 kawen!! hehehe..I got 5 invitations to my friend's wedding and satu jek yang I mampu pergi..sorry guys...seriously..it is a very hectic month..with a lot of projects in hand..and travel of course..!! I went to Kuantan last Friday and need to submit 3 proposals end of this week..

And end of this month..I need to go to GIS for ICDL Test..!! My God..the job turn me upside down..!! Well, it is job then...u were paid to work like hell..so, WORK!!

By the way, CONGRATULATIONS to this people for perkahwinan diorang..I'm so glad even I x dapat datang..I wish I can!! Amek berkat...:)

To Wawa - the supermodel..hhahaha..really..she's tall and gorgeous!! Congrats Wawa..semoga berbahagia hingga anak cucu

To Fizi & Yani - hey..you both seriously bagi harapan pada budak2 yang bercinta masa sekolah that the love can last forever man!! I seriously jealous mcm mana u both can survive walaupon dipisahkan benua..well, again..CONGRATS!!

To Shah - kau memang aku tak percaya langsung kawen!! Hahahhaa..please be a good hubby ya Shah..gunala charming kau tu untuk menambat hati isteri..:)

To other couples - Tahniah!! Selamat Pengantin Baruu!!!

Usop Convo 2008

2008-08-10T00:13:00.000-07:00

Finally!! Usop's convocation...congrats Usop!! I like this small guy really much..he's cute, he's funny and some more..dia memang selamba gilerr..and the name..such cool+classic name...Usop Donia...nice kannn!!! Today jugak Najma convo..another doctor boleh serve Malaysian!! Thank you sebab belajar rajen2 untuk serve kitorang...:)

Sebab masa tu takde kerja giler..menunggu Najma keluar hall..I snap a lot of pictures of this people..tapi sebab banyak sangat jugak...tade masa nak edit..sooo, ni jek yang ada...to Pija, Ija and Najma...sorry for the looooong waiting..I wait for this moment too where I takde kerja nak edit gambo+ blog...

Untuk preview jek..I'll send to you the pictures later k??

First Salary!! +Weeeho+

2008-07-28T23:58:00.000-07:00

I got my first salary at the new place...i actually suffer gak this month sebab baru balik Bangkok, then pindah rumah, travel untuk pindah2 barang lagi..well, I'm so damn happy..it's quite a lot..i mean more than previous one..thanks!!!

So..normally..the first salary will always go to the parents first...:) mendapat keberkatan...:P

Then, I ask my Gossip Girls out for dinner..we chose Manhattan Fish Market..at Subang..it's been a while x makan fishh..so, why not I treat my friend at my favourite food..I happy, they all pon happy..

While waiting for Pjah and Ai to come, I sempatla pusing this Subang parade..dah lama giler tak jejak sini..I guess last time dengan Fariz and Nik dekat TGI..tu pon untuk breaking news Fariz..:) lepas tu..dah x pegi sini lagi..

I drank 2 captain's quencher sampai pining kepala..mcm mabok pon ye! But hey, thanks to my Gossip Girls..diorang bawak I merata pegi Subang..since Pjah is getting married this December..I swear that I'll miss that moment ever!!

Birthday Bash

2008-07-20T18:11:00.000-07:00

It's been 3 weeks I worked at Cyberjaya..well, I managed myself quite good..my parents pon happy and trust that I can survive alone here...they already visited me and the siblings last week...well, sikit2 bising about the house..but, parents..they always want the best for their children..

On 13th July lepas..we have this monthly party at the office..I am so surprised sebab I just join in tapi, my name pon masuk dalam list orang yang dirai..:) For my birthday...Thanks a lot!! I share birthday with my boss-Clifford..soo..adalah orang yang sama kepala in same unit...

I make a lot of friends here..especially girl friends..there are yann, nusrah, asma, wawa, vanni, husna, kak rex, kak su, laila, kak eton..and others yang i belom smpt nak kenal lagi...well, we share gossips, stories and etc..guess my HIJRAH this time is not so bad after all...

Here's a few picture during the birthday bash..thanks again!!

New ME @ Cyberjaya

2008-07-05T00:19:00.000-07:00

28th June - I'm moving!! Now I am staying at Equine Park, Seri Kembangan..very small and nice house..nice environment..I'm staying alone..well, it's affordable..

What I like the most about the house is because the neighbours..I love neigbours..I mean..at least there are people who care and amek tahu pasal me...:) and it's very near to Jusco Equine...jalan kaki pon sampai...

The colors yang allowed in my house : black, brown, pink, red, cream! My life..my NEW life will begin here...ALONE!

1st July- I'm officially at MSC Management Services, MDEC punya anak syarikat. Well, the office is good..I'm one of the consultant for ICDL Programme in Malaysia..which is again, good sebab dah explore another field - consulting. It's a MSC Status Co and well, the core business is outsourcing!

It's a bumi company, but my boss is Chinese...I also have a good Iranian friend- Hadi..there's also Yann and Fairuz in the team. Well..hope everything will go smooth here..

The company itself located at Jalan Usahawan 1, at SME Building next to Shell. Guess what, it's better than UIA since x payah rebut parking with student...x payah kluar rumah awal sebab takut jam or whatever...even...jalan nak pegi to my office from Equine ada 3 lane...dudukla mana2 lane pon...nobody will hon u...

Well..I made a big decision in my life which everybody disagree especially the family...however, I memang simpan niat dalam hati...this is HIJRAH...to a better life, better future, better experience, better people, better environment and of course...better ME!

Happy Birthday ME!!

2008-06-25T20:20:00.000-07:00

Wow..another year!!! Alamakk..tua sudahhhh..benci2...well, I guess..nak tanak terpaksa jadi tua..I hate tua..!! I will gain weight, more problems, more life problems, more work problems..and all sort of problems!! What I wish for my birthday??

TANAK TUA!!

Hahahhaa..tak kira!!! Life must goes on..well, hey new me...ready or not...here u go!!

HAPPY 24th Birthday ME!!

Live life to the fullest sebab tatau bila life tu will end..ok?? And thank God, panjang umur!! Alhamdulillah...

Dear friends, thanks for all the wishes..I really appreciated it!!

**special thanks to Abg Min for the cakes & celebration..u never miss my birthday..thanks bro!!

Bangkok

2008-06-20T18:23:00.000-07:00

On 29th May, I went to Bangkok with my mom and lil sis-Yana. I kind of need a break before I start off searching for my new job..especially after what had happen..well, it is yearly event pon for us..last year I've been to Vietnam - very peace and beautiful and historical place..now, Bangkok!! Shopping paradise....:D

I just name a few places I went while I'm in Bangkok...it's a hot country!! With the sexy ladies everywhere..man..please come to this place..ladiess...bring enough money for spa and shoppinggggg!

Suvanarbhumi Airport

The name Suvarnabhumi was chosen by HM King Bhumibol Adulyadej which means "The Golden Land", specifically referring to the continental Indochina. "Golden Peninsula"or "Golden Land" is a traditional name for the Thailand-Cambodia-Laos-Burma region. It is pronounced as "su-wan-na-poom". The airport is located in Racha Thewa in the Bang Phli disrict, 30km east of Bangkok. While we arrived sini, tengah starving gila..but since I can cuci mata with this new airport and the sami, and the chicks..well..food can wait!! Tapi x sabar nak tunggu tom yam thai yang sebenar...glup!

The Twin Towers Hotel

Ideally situated in the heart of the city's growing commercial district on Rama 6 Road , “ Twin Towers Hotel Bangkok ” is a charming international luxury hotel with first class services and accommodation. Built on a 14,000 square meter site and within walking distance to the city's major shopping centres and commercial areas. This hotel is fabulous..just imagine..I'm staying alone by myself in exclusive room!! I love this hotel!! Should come again next time..

Shopping!!

Here's a few places that I went for shop..compare to Vietnam, I dont really like this kind of place..a lot of thieves, and food that I can't eat after all..:P

Bangrak market
Mah Boon Krong Shopping Centre (MBK)
Chatuchak Weekend Market
Pratunam Market
World Trade Centre
Woeng Nakhon Kasem (Thieves Market)
and others which I can't remember the name..but it's full of shopping time!!

Tour - History Time!
Thailand memang terkenal dengan all the ancient temples yang outstanding..we went to few ancient places ni and yeahhh..as art and history lover..I memang kagum sangat with all this places..tp sebab makcik2 sibuk nak shopping..we just went sekejap je..tengok2 and amek gambar..nak baca history pon tak smpt!!! heheheh..well..should go again!! Must!!

Wat Arun (Temple of Dawn)

The Grand Palace

Nopparat ( Makan + show place)

Well then...another country dah explore..yet so many more yang belom..kena kumpul duit..my dreams - nak pegi all the places in the world..!! Last few pictures before we left Bangkok

Oraity...and here we go~!

2008-06-03T23:47:00.000-07:00

Well...like what I've told all the viewers before...it's done with my office:: label post...thank you for all the comments...well...now baru tahu kan what actually I feel? And terasa kan apa yang I cakap betol?? Ke tak...well, for me...kalau tak betol, tak terasa...kalau tak terasa...tak menaip...hahhaha...whatever...i dah terlampau care pasal all this things before...now, I dont even rasa anything...and pada siapa2 yang dah komen berpanjangan tu...thank you very much...it means a lot to me!!

Sebab one of the good reason I leave the office because I dont learn anything..takde orang nak guide me...apa lagi nak marah I buat apa...so, with all the comments sebenarnya let me think of what the hell actually I am doing...it's good you know...sebab ada orang care rupanya pasal u...ada jugak orang nak guide you...it's good...sebab apa yang I buat selama ni orang kata perfect...takde orang nak tahu what I feel...what I face...what actually I go through...

By listen and read to all the comments...I feel good than before...ada jugak orang yang boleh cakap jujur dngan I...evaluate myself...thank you!! Takde apa lagi yang I mintak except...sharing...and care! :)

Well people...live life to the fullest...check out new post lepas ni...I'm still at Bangkok...I'll let you guys especially the one who do care bout me know what actually I am doing...

I am so happy!! Special thanks to the one who post the comment for the last post...it means a LOT!! A lot....seriously...:) Keep posting the comments...I do appreciate it!!

Thanks...and bye!

Re-Melaka

2008-05-20T18:50:00.000-07:00

Melaka will be my yearly event holiday place..WAJIB pegi every year..so, this year..I decided to go again to retreat myself. I stay at Seri Costa with very affordable price - RM 130 per night.

There's nothing much to do at Melaka, especially if u're shopaholic..mostly, the items semua boleh get at KL or any places. Unless, if your looking for extra ordinary items, you can go to Jonker Street...the tshirts are cool with the latest urban design.

But, for history and art lover, please come to Melaka!! I manage to go to 5 museums..and learn a lot!! Well, Melaka again is very historical city, kan?? Visit Melaka means visit the whole Malaysia..that's the taglin by the way..

Owhh..and they developed a lot!! I heard the Eye on Malaysia is going to setup here somewhere in October..they got river cruise too!! You will pass the ghost bridge yang dalam sejarah tu..!! Please take this boat..it just RM10...:)

And dont forget to have Cendol in front of the clock tower..it's so damn nice!! They got pulut and durian cendol too..! Hey..I met Hang Tuah too in one of the museum..he looks like M Nasir..:P

And here we go~!

2008-04-23T02:40:00.000-07:00

Well, I've already submitted my resign letter to my boss..I told him, I've got hot news and just pass the letter to him. Memangla dia terkejut sangat2 sebab I pass the letter at 2.13pm, masa tu we just finish meeting with Tijani from the Law Firm at 2.00. He said I look fine, like nothing happened, and why suddenly I bagi surat tu? Heheheh, tu la..to be honest, I cant even look at him masa tu, he's very nice person, very soft and very polite..and honestly, mata dah bergenang jugak time he needs my explaination..hahhaha..

But everything went so good, all my friends at my side and of course my dear, thank you very much for your understanding and concern~! Special thanks to anips and peach, for keep telling me this is the right thing to do, for keeping me up..thinking..until 3 in the morning. Many2 thanks to :

my favourite contractor zaki (ur the best buddy every woman should have..repeat..woman! bukan budak kecik mcm i..ur fabulous~! hahahha)
my best long distance, closer in heart fren nad~ (jauhla sangat..1st May babeh..dont forget!)
and my abang angkat to be tapi tak jadi2..ahahhaa..edy~! i know u masih jet lag..tp, i serius appreciate your willingness to listen to me~ ehehhe..my hadiah from paris pleaseee~

I have 36 days to go, I have mcm 25 days cuti yang tak boleh carry fwd..i should leave earlier..shouldn't i?

5 Reasons I Should Quit My Job

2008-04-21T08:18:00.000-07:00

We'll discuss some reasons why it may be acceptable to leave my current job. So with that, let's go through five situations that may cause me to quit.

TQ Alan (Dumb Little Man) for the good reasons!!

You Hate What You're Doing
Do you really want to spend the next years doing something you absolutely hate? Will that make you happy? Sure, your paycheck could be decent, but I'll tell you this much: if you currently hate what you're doing then, as far as your potential is concerned, you are leaving a lot on the table by not quitting your job.

--->> I am not sure apa yang I buat right now..I buat everything..EVERYTHING~! And none of this yang menyumbang to my satisfaction, and I am still young kot? Semua benda I tak puas hati..takde benda yang I puas hati!

It's Not Challenging Enough
A lot of folks, due to the fact that they're as lazy as it gets, prefer to limit themselves to a job that allows them to coast through each day unchallenged. You cannot be one of these people (could you?). Look deep down inside yourself. Challenging doesn't equal stressful to don't be afraid to open yourself up to more responsibility.

--->> It is very challenging working dekat sini..stressful sangat2~ until I cant help myself anymore..no more!

You Don't Like The People You Work With
As your personal productivity level is concerned, it will be very difficult to maximize results if you are not exactly thrilled about the people you work with. We all have quarrels with people at work but if going to work becomes a chore simply because of the people, it's time to give it some thought. We could be talking about fellow employees or we could be talking about your boss, it really doesn't matter. The bottom line is that if you are not able to get along with them then you are most likely better off trying something else on for size.

--->> So true..not from my office, with the consultant yang mengaku consultant, top management, campus politics and issues and everything~! SEMUA!!

You Are Not Satisfied Financially
Are you not satisfied with your current paycheck? Do you know how it stacks up with other people in the industry doing the same thing? While money is not the key to happiness, it's nice to know if the company across the street would pay you an extra $10K for doing the same thing. A site named Indeed has a comparison tool that will give you some preliminary data comparison for your position. Check that out but the point is that you should never make the mistake of sticking around simply because you are afraid or lack the confidence. When it comes to this point, knowledge is power.

--->> I am dying~! It's been 8 months I tak dibayar allowance manager. UIA owe me 3000~! Please pay my paycheck before I leave. TQ!

There Are No Promotion Opportunities
Does the thought of doing the same thing over and over again and never taking things to the next level sound all that appealing? Of course not, and you can rest assured that, if there's absolutely nothing which motivates you to become better at what you're doing, you simply won't.No matter what angle you choose to view the situation from, you will never be truly happy with a job which doesn't motivate you enough. As a result, I'm sure that it's more than obvious what you should be doing next.

--->> Not even promotion, the job is not guaranteed since I am only a contract staff, no benefits, no promotion, no kenaikan gaji, no CLA, no loan, no permanent, no training, no clinic..yang dia tahu..perah sampai habis keringat, double standard!! Damn it~!!

Well..enough reason to leave..
Ready or not..

Should I Quit My Job?

2008-04-21T06:17:00.000-07:00

Lately, I keep myself thinking about my future. Did I satisfied with what I am having right now? Can I do better? Is there any assurance that I'll move forward if I stay at my job forever?

I am taking few quizzes regarding this..I am not satisfied with my job~! Never!!

Your Job Dissatisfaction Level is 78%
Your job is a total bummer, and probably the worst job you've ever had.Your co-workers stink. Your boss is a jerk. And your company is probably in trouble.Think about finding a new job quickly, even if it's just a not-so-great transition job.You've got to get out of there as quickly as you can!

Congratulations! You scored 86!
Quit your job. It sucks. You don't like it. Give your 2 weeks notice and leave. Hell, if it sucks bad enough forget the two weeks notice. To hell with them. Take up smoking pot and become a hippie, then start your job hunt next week. Good luck!

Jangan fikir I want to quit my job sebab I amek quiz ni..bukan..hehehe..I actually dah fikir benda ni lama sangat, dah 2 tahun..yep..it's good to actually sitting here, work as manager for the centre..u banyak sangat dapat experience buat semua benda, u rule your own teritory..cuma, the pressure, the risk, the development, the future..semua dlm tangan u..

I dont have any problem with my staffs, with the centre..I have problem dengan history, with the top management policies, with the bad things yang old manager dah bawak masuk, with the conspiracy, university politics, double standard issues, staff benefits.

And to be true, I never find what actually I am looking for..the Islamic environment that become the primary niat for me to work here..what actually I can see is people never respect people, people betrayed people, greedy people, pretending people, typical type people, selfish people, bongkak people, rude people, the leader, the follower, the middle one..

There's no satisfaction
There's no guarantee
There's a high hope and pressure from everybody
There's empty side in my body that need to be fill with something..

Then..I guess..
I have no choice
I am leaving..
Am I going to do it?
Am I sure?
Am I ready?

Friendship VS Love

2008-04-04T16:04:00.000-07:00

Have you ever been in situation which your best friend is actually got feelings sfor you? Have you ever been uncomfortable in friendship because you're not sure what to do? It is sometimes hard to believe that the FRIENDS relationship still exist nowadays. The people that you claim you know so much is sometimes the people you never know at all.

"Hi..boleh kawan??" --->> boleh, tp lepas ni dia ajak keluar..dating?? Friends - dating??
"I'll be there for you!" --->> really?? how about your other friends??

Sometimes kan, friendship pon akan cause kan injury in heart. I have experienced this before when my best friend jatuh cinta dekat I. I seriously dont know what to do..he used to listen to everything, be there on time, share with me all this gossips and rumors..and at the same time, he loves me! And everything's changing..we never speak for one year, never see each other, never ask, never care~!

The question is..is the friendship still exist?? Especially for friendship with different gender? People can claim, before you go to the love relationship you might want to know him better which is, be friend of him. Hidden agendas~! No sincere relationship!! Do we ever have one friendship that can last forever? Are we going to enjoy the relationship until the end of the time? No matter what kind of commitment ties your life, is your friend going to be there for you?

Friendship is a quiet walk in the park with the one you trust
Love is when you feel like you are the only two around

Friendship is when they gaze into your eyes and you know they care
Love is when they gaze into your eyes and it warms your heart

Friendship is being close even when you are far apart
Love is when you can still feel their hand on your heart when they are not near

Friendship is hoping that they experience the very best
Love is when you bring them the very best

Friendship occupies your mind
Love occupies your soul

Friendship is knowing that you will always try to be there when in need
Love is when you will give up everything to be at their side

Friendship is a warm smile in the winter
Love is a warming touch that sends a pulse through your heart

Love is a beautiful smile to which nothing compares
A tender laugh, which opens your heart
A single touch that melts away your fears
A smell that reminds you of the tenderness of heaven
A voice that reminds you of the innocence of youth

Friendship can survive without love
Love cannot live without friendship

Stress @ Work

2008-03-30T08:43:00.000-07:00

Lately, i've been pushing myself so hard until one stage that I guess most of my close friends tahu..STRESS..it happened to me every months..and normally end of the month..and normally jugak, i'll take few days off to clear up things in my mind..tp bulan ni i tak leh nak buat apa2..it just stuck and hanging there..18 projects in hand..hundreds of appointment+meeting to attend..my God..i am tired..i am bored..i am sick..

And normally, when thing is not under my control, I use to think of quitting..lari from work..cari kerja lain..hehhee..sometimes, I just admire my lembik power..it seriously merebak in my body once I get this stress thingy going on..it'll spread like virus, eat your strength and live in the body..muahhahahaa..

But well..i cari few articles in google pasal stress at work ni..hre goes some solutions:

Mendapat kepercayaan dari bos memang suatu membanggakan kerana tidak semua pekerja berjaya mendapatkannya. Tapi dari sudut lain, ia mampu menbuatkan anda terseksa dengan bebanan kerja yang bertimbun.Buat itu dan ini, pastinya nama anda akan disebut. Hendak ditolak mana mungkin kerana yang menyuruh bos anda. Mahu tidak mahu tugasan yang diberikan terpaksa dilaksanakan juga walaupun kerja yang sedia ada sudah bertimbun.

Sekiranya anda menghadapi situasi ini sebaiknya, berbincang dengan majikan anda, kalau perlu tolaklah kerja-kerja yang bukan menjadi tanggunjawab anda. Mungkin pihak majikan juga punya jalan penyelesaian lain untuk mengatasi beban kerja yang berlebihan ini. Selain itu praktikkan juga tips di bawah agar kerja anda sentiasa teratur walaupun banyak:

1. Setiap hari sebelum pulang dari pejabat, buatlah perancangan kerja untuk esok hari. Kalau perlu buatlah jadual kerja selama seminggu agar anda lebih mudah mengerjakanya.

2. Sekiranya anda berasa penat, berhenti sejenak. Tarik nafas dalam-dalam, dan berjalanlah ke luar pejabat. Bebaskan fikiran anda buat seketika. Setelah berasa segar kembalilah bekerja.

3. Isilah masa di hujung minggu dengan kegiatan yang menyenangkan. Bersukan, memasak, menonton VCD, berkumpul bersama keluarga atau apa juga yang membuatkan anda seronok. Lupakan sejenak urusan di pejabat.

4. Manfaatkan masa cuti sebaik mungkin. Jika anda berasa telah bekerja berhabis-habisan selam beberapa bulan, ambillah cuti. Pergi ke tempat kesukaan anda dan rehatkan tubuh serta fikiran anda.

Hurmmm..I'll try nombor 1 dulu from tomorrow~ ready or not tomorrow..here I come!!

Kerja..kerja..kerja~!

2008-03-29T00:42:00.000-07:00

Dah lamanya tak update blog..makcik rumah sebelah punya modem terbakar..so tak dpt nak connect..:( Dekat office pulak sibuk memanjang..dah nak masuk April ni, patutnya duit dah masyuk...so far...ok kot...256K for March..I'm impress..:) TQ staff2 ku sayang..hahaha..bodek2..

Well..hari ni Sabtu, but I need to duduk dkt office kerja..berlambak2 kerja nak kena buat ni..satu apa pon tak sentuh lagi..last week memang super duper busy..2 kali pegi cyberjaya, sehari pegi putrajaya..nasib baik tak jadi meeting at MATRADE, Jalan Duta..kalau tak..FULL seminggu..semalam pon rasa down giler nak buat kerja..dah stuck..tak leh nak move on..so, i biar jek myself berangan sambil sibuk2an diri baca buku strategic planning..for dummies!!

Owh ya..right now..there are 10 projects running..tak leh nak kejar semua~! benci2..i siap suruh my staff cari lagi mana2 possibility untuk masuk business..i dont care..i want money..and projects..we all have to go to bali this year..MESTI!! so..kena nett profit 1Mil..i memang kerah habis semua orang buat..cari duit tu..sorryla korang...tapi kita mesti dapat jugak duit tu!! BALI..BALI..BALI..:P

Kalau dapat projek dkt Arab tu..bestnya!! Bak kata Dr Rahman..tak payah fikir nak kerja setahun..200M~! Boleh invest sana sini..nak buat bngunan sndiri pon boley..Ya Allah, bagila kitorang rezeki tu..amin!! And I've earn a super duper good experience with this project..dengan all this people from New Zealand, Australia, Arab, Pakistan and Malaysia..super duper cool people on earth..very graceful, very nice..Julia, Kit, John I, John II, even the director En Zainal Abidin, Samuel Patel...semua..semua nice+polite+cool~! i love working with them..so much!!

Well..kerja semua ok..cuma tunggu naik gaji..cepatla projek masuk..cptla~!!!!

Layang2~!

2008-02-13T06:09:00.000-08:00

On 7th February lepas ni, I pegi main layang2 dekat Kepong. I nak main layang2 ni bila I rajin duk ulang alik Damansara to Gombak la once dulu..nengok diorang main layang2 dekat sini, almost every day..and the feeling that I have waktu tu, even though I'm driving, mcm besssttt sangat..so, nak ler try..tp sebab seumo hidup memang tak pernah main benda ni..jadiler takut..hehehe..adala sekali dulu kot..masa budak..pon pegang jek layang2 tu before dia take off..abang i takkan bagi adik perempuan dia main layang2..

So, dipendekkan cerita..i ajak la my dear gi situ..dengan harapan dia main la layang2 tu and i amek gamba jek dari bawah..sebab i guess kites untuk lelaki..perempuan main congkak or batu seremban...hahahah..typical giler~! Then kitorang pegi...tp, sebab geram punya pasal tengok layang2 yang tinggi atas awan tu..i pon gatai la nak try...tengok2 naik tinggi tuuuuuu...i pon kagom dengan myself...hahhaha..first time ever in my life...so cooooooooooll~!

This is the pictures starting the layang2 take off..around 6 lebih...kitorang main smpi pkul 7..hehehe..geram and best punya pasal...owhh..click gmbr to get high resolution..:)

Ni muka budak yang baru first time main layang2...dan berjaya dengan suksesnya~! muahahhhahaa...tak ingat nyer muka gembira...hahahhaha..:P

Ni muka cikgu dia..hehehe..tak banyak sangat gambo sebab anak murid dia excited sangt nak try..hehehehe..sorry cikgu~

Ni pulak muka muncung sebab bila layang2 tu dah naik tinggiiiiiiii..benang terbelit dekat bawah...hahhaha..ilmu tak cukup lagi ni...last2 kitorang biar jek benang tu terbelit.......geram betol!!!

But it's so good...sapa2 nak dating sambil menenagkan kepala otak dan berekreasi..dtgla sini...kalau rating 1 - 5...i bagi 5 bintang~~!! Awesome place...!! I'll come back to depart more layang2..:) hehhehe...wahh..cptla weekend!! nak main layang2......

Ganglion..auch~!

2008-02-04T05:04:00.000-08:00

I ada ganglion cyst at my wrist..never heard about cyst? I ada explaination dekat bawah..but this cyst shouldnt sakit sebenarnya..tadi main tennis..my racket nak terlepas few times sebab my wrist tak leh bend..:(..hate it~!

A ganglion cyst is a tumor or swelling on top of a joint or the covering of a tendon (tissue that connects muscle to bone). It looks like a sac of liquid (cyst). Inside the cyst is a thick, sticky, clear, colorless, jellylike material. Depending on the size, cysts may feel firm or spongy.

The cause of ganglion cysts is not known. One theory suggests that trauma causes the tissue of the joint to break down forming small cysts, which then join into a larger, more obvious mass. The most likely theory involves a flaw in the joint capsule or tendon sheath that allows the joint tissue to bulge out.

Nampak gambar tu? sebijik my hand..i guess mine is larger and thicker..:((..nasib baik i tak kidal..hehehhee..tp susah jugak sebenarnya..tiba2 dia sakit..tiba2 dia tak..my bro ckp sedut kuar buang jek..my syg cakap operate jek..mcm2 solution tp satu pon i tanak pakai..haha..sebab i penakut kot? hehhhehhe..only 2 doctors jek boleh convince i..my abang..and my dear..hehehe..lain tanak..and this 2 persons lak tak leh buat anything to me..sebab emosi-blood related..hehehe..:P

Good..~! sampai bila2 pon my cyst will be there..jangan mak mertua nak sarung gelang..gelang sangkut kat cyst sudah...:P

I love tennis now ni sebab target nak mengurus sebelom kawen kena tercapai..hakhak..takdelah..i kena sihat and aktif..my kerja nowadays dah cukup stress and thats why i need something to belasah on..which is...tennis will be the good answer! hehehe..:P

Tq korang2 sebab terpaksa main dengan i walaupun korang banyak kerja berlambak2 nak dibuat..tq sebab layan gak budak kecik yang banyak songeh dan tak berapa pandai main ni..tq sebab concern about my strength and weakness in the game and of course kepada yang suka sangat bagi i lari dari hujung sini ke hujung situ dengan harapan mengecikkan i...terime kaseh banyak2...jasamu ku kenang~ muehhehehe..

Special thanks to koki (the coolest player in the team)..k-rul (the coach cum my personal love advisor..heheh..kaki gossip ni..:P)..dr sham (used to be my partner before..tp dia dah merajuk..hahahah..dia sibuk sangat dengan meeting2 dia..takpe2)..and other people yang i tak mention here..tp mostly geng2 yang slalu melepak and menyibuk dkt female sports complex tu..dengn ucapan..wehhh..tu pompuan nyer sport complex la..korang gi la main dekat brothers!! isk2...(mesti lepas ni takde orang nak main dengan aku!! hehehee..:))

Well..another day berlalu dengan success nya..i am looking forward for brighter, smoother day tomorrow....ready or not..here I come!

Suka VS Sayang VS Cinta..wahhh..

2008-02-03T06:10:00.000-08:00

I found out this things masa someone confess to me that he cintakan i..:) It's sounds jiwang..but he is..I seriously never heard that words come out from a guy yang i love so much..with my full name sekali..with sincerity yang i can terasa sangat2 dlm hati..tq syg..u make me feel bahagia sangat2~! and malu jugak sangat2..hehehhe..and speechless sangat2..

People always ckp from suka jadi sayang then baru jadi cinta..and i pon tertanya what are the differences between this 3 feelings..it's a good article jugak sebenarnya..for those yang tertanya2 what kind of feeling actually you have for him/her..sila baca perbezaan di bawah ni ya..i copy paste jek..but..i sendiri judge my feeling to him based on this statements..it's so true..i love him!! weeeeeeeeeeeee...~!

Saat kau MENYUKAI seseorang, kau ingin memilikinya untuk keegoisanmu sendiri.
Saat kau MENYAYANGI seseorang, kau ingin sekali membuatnya bahagia dan bukan untuk dirimu sendiri.
Saat kau MENCINTAI seseorang, kau akan melakukan apapun untuk kebahagiaannya
walaupun kau harus mengorbankan jiwamu.

Saat kau menyukai seseorang dan berada disisinya maka kau akan bertanya,"Bolehkah aku menciummu?"
Saat kau menyayangi seseorang dan berada disisinya maka kau akan bertanya,"Bolehkah aku memelukmu?"
Saat kau mencintai seseorang dan berada disisinya maka kau akan menggenggam erat tangannya...

SUKA adalah saat ia menangis, kau akan berkata "Sudahlah, jangan menangis."
SAYANG adalah saat ia menangis dan kau akan menangis bersamanya.
CINTA adalah saat ia menangis dan kau akan membiarkannya menangis dipundakmu sambil berkata, "Mari kita selesaikan masalah ini bersama-sama. "

SUKA adalah saat kau melihatnya kau akan berkata,"Ia sangat cantik dan menawan."
SAYANG adalah saat kau melihatnya kau akan melihatnya dari hatimu dan bukan matamu.
CINTA adalah saat kau melihatnya kau akan berkata,"Buatku dia adalah anugerah terindah yang pernah Tuhan berikan padaku.."

Pada saat orang yang kau SUKA menyakitimu, maka kau akan marah dan tak mau lagi bicara padanya.
Pada saat orang yang kau SAYANG menyakitimu, engkau akan menangis untuknya.
Pada saat orang yang kau CINTAI menyakitimu, kau akan berkata,"Tak apa dia hanya tak tau apa yang dia lakukan."

Pada saat kau suka padanya, kau akan MEMAKSANYA untuk menyukaimu.
Pada saat kau sayang padanya, kau akan MEMBIARKANNYA MEMILIH.
Pada saat kau cinta padanya, kau akan selalu MENANTINYA dengan setia dan tulus...

SUKA adalah kau akan menemaninya bila itu menguntungkan.
SAYANG adalah kau akan menemaninya di saat dia membutuhkan.
CINTA adalah kau akan menemaninya di saat bagaimana keadaanmu.

SUKA adalah hal yang menuntut.
SAYANG adalah hal memberi dan menerima.
CINTA adalah hal yang memberi dengan rela.

Jumpa your answer to your own feeling? Pegi confess cepat pada dia!! hehehehe..and dear..i cintakan u! hehehhee...:) it sounds more romantic dlm bahasa melayu compare to english..kan?? Hehehhee..:)

Personaliti~

2008-02-03T05:17:00.000-08:00

Have you try any personality test before? Dulu dekat UM ada amek satu class business behavior ni at business school..and when ever we talk about behavior..of course la kena run all this tests to make sure u sebenarnya dekat group yang mana..by the way..I am ESFJ type..tak tahula betol ke tak test tu..tp i terasa la betol..hehehhee..some eleboration from Wikipedia:

people persons - they love people
takes their responsibilities very seriously, and is very dependable
warm and energetic
are focused on reading other people
have very well-formed ideas about the way things should be
have a natural tendency to want to control their environment
respect and believe in the laws and rules of authority

ESFJs at their best are warm, sympathetic, helpful, cooperative, tactful, down-to-earth, practical, thorough, consistent, organized, enthusiastic, and energetic. They enjoy tradition and security, and will seek stable lives that are rich in contact with friends and family.

Hahaa..cool kan? Well..dia ada banyak lagi in Myers-Briggs Type Indicator..try buat~! you'll actually know where's ur advantage and disadvantage..:) and dekat situ barula reti nak move on in your career..i guess? hehehhehe..

Well..ada banyak jugak jenis personaliti ni bila I type at google in Bahasa Melayu..two of them is rahsia bulan kelahiran yang membentuk identiti seseorang and kaitan tarikh lahir u and the color..hehehhee..sound nonsense..tp..takpe...copy paste sudah..:P

JUN
* Berfikiran jauh & berwawasan. (errrr...agakla..hahahha..wawasan tu tak kot..:P)
* Mudah ditawan kerana sikap baik. (hurmmm..kot?? heheh)
* Berperangai lemah lembut. (auwaaa...hahahhaa..i tak selembut tu..)
* Mudah berubah sikap, perangai, idea dan mood. (yeszaaaaa~!)
* Idea yang terlalu banyak di kepala. (betoi2!! berlambak2..)
* Bersikap sensitif. ( yeaya..especially waktu bulan mengambang~)
* Mempunyai pemikiran yang aktif (sentiasa berfikir). (hurmmm..well..correct!)
* Sukar melakukan sesuatu dengan segera. (ye ke?)
* Bersikap suka menangguh-nangguh. (owhhhh?? not so true..tp entah..hhahaha)
* Bersikap terlalu memilih & mahukan yang terbaik. ( not really me..tp everybody nak yang terbaek~)
* Cepat marah & cepat sejuk. (betoiiiii...so..jngn risau klu i mrh2..jap lagi i gelak2..hehe)
* Suka bercakap & berdebat. (hahhaa..SANGAT betol)
* Suka buat lawak & bergurau. ( hurmmm..well...i'm not a joker..but i love happy moment~)
* Otaknya cerdas berangan-angan. (betol2..semua nak..SEMUA!)
* Mudah berkawan & pandai berkawan. (hurmmm..org ckp i sombong..hehehe..takla..i tak)
* orang yang sangat tertib. (hehehe..if tertib here means step by step..yeahhh~)
* Pandai mempamerkan sikap. ( betol2..penting ni untuk memikat mak mertua..:P)
* Mudah kecil hati. (hurmmmm..depends!)
* Mudah kena selsema. (hahaha..not true! tanya my syg..he's a doctor!)
* Suka berkemas. (betoi2..hehehe..pening kepla my housemate)
* Cepat rasa bosan. (depends..thats why i need various interests and hobbies)
* Sikap terlalu memilih & cerewet. (ini pentingg...:P)
* Kurang mempamerkan perasaan. (owh ya?? tanya my dear...:P..kalau i nangis..banjir~!)
* Lambat untuk sembuh apabila terluka hati. ( not true..life must goes on~!)
* Suka pada barang yang berjenama. (yeah2...tp takde duit nak beli..hehhee)
* Mudah menjadi eksekutif. (well..here i am..~!)
* Kedegilan yang tidak terkawal. (hahaha..adoh2..sakit pewot baca..i stubborn..tp tak terkawal tu...hurmmm..nanti i check~)
* Sesiapa yang memuji, dianggap musuh. Siapa yang menegur dianggap kawan. ( aaaa..yang ni dari tadi i fikir..tp confuse dengan ayat dia..but whatever it is, i personally rasa it depends..pada that individu and the environment..:)

And here's the color untuk bulan Jun :

Merah

Selalunya mereka yang mewakili warna merah yang garang ini seorang yang comel (auuuwwww~!) dan disayangi ramai (wahhhh..disayangi ramai..jangan marah~! ahaks~). Kamu juga suka disayangi dan menyayangi. Kamu juga sentiasa ceria dan gembira namun kadangkala dilanda 'angin satu badan'! (true2~!) Teman/kekasih yang diingini ialah mereka yang mudah diajak berbincang dan boleh membuatkan dirinya rasa selesa bila berdampingan dengan mereka. (got one..tq sayang~!)

Music and Lyrics

2008-02-03T04:59:00.000-08:00

Lately ni duk tengok cerita Music and Lyrics..Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore berlakon..loveee this movie..tak sangka my dear pon minat cerita yang sama..duk la nyanyi2 lagu ni nowadays..hahha..i just want to share the clip down here..and trust me..you'll love it~!

Lyrics
I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

@ Old Town~

2008-02-02T18:03:00.000-08:00

Pagi ni hujan and I tengah lepak with my dear at Oldtown White Coffee Cheras..I guess this is the biggest Old Town after all..dah jadi big fan for this kopitiam sejak pekena the Xi Mut Tea..nice tea..hehehheh..tp sedih gak la sebab sekitar gombak to taman melawati..theres not Old Town after all..except dekat Jusco Alpha Angel..which open and close ikut the mall..and it's soooooo bowing~ even at Batu Pahat pon kitorang ada like...3 old town..hehehhehe..but well..nak buat mcm mana..naseb baik pon takde..gemok i dengn tea xi mut dia..:)

Semlm pegi beli kasut tennis..haha..warna pink..tak ingat~! then ada beli raket tennis baru..beg raket baru..kena main betoi2 lepas ni..kena khughussss..matlamat thun ni kena tuwon brat bdan..tuwon bnyk2 smpi bonggolan2 lemak tidak wujud lagi..muahahahaha..and pling pntng..kena konsisten sbb ni la saat2 yg i tunggu selama ni..got all my things by my own..semua benda..SEMUA..heheheheh..:P

Hari ni best sangat..evrything berjln lncar..especially with him around..hehehe..tq dear sebab datang..sebab dengo i bebel every day..sebab understand me this much..there's no one else i want except u!

Meeting..and meeting..

2008-01-31T21:39:00.000-08:00

Just coming back from Prof Dato Sano office and seriously there are always a lot of things to do..S**t~! tapi, i suka..it's like a new challenge for me..but, at the same time..my heart ni getaq..takort sangat nak handle semua benda..~!! but, like my dear cakap..he know that i can handle all this thing very well..and so do the bosses..and that's why i kena kuat..and semangat nak buat semua benda ni!! chayook!

tadi jumpa wan pro mintak organizer..dapat satu pon from br haris..cool!! i like pr office..even sometimes diorang ni leceh sebab banyak sangat protocol we need to follow...but, the people i knew inside it are awesome~! tq wan..ur the best...tp bab u nak kenalkan i dekat ur frens tu..tak payah kot..hahahaha..sebab even i am single..dah tak available lagi la wan..sowwy~!

But i did notice why people anggap i single..hehehhe..sebab i tak gi dating..i tak rush balik sebab nak jumpa boyfren..weekend i duduk rumah, lepak tengok tv..i boleh keluar dengan sapa2 i nak..i spend most of my time talking about work and projects, not myself or my love..they look at me like i dont have commitment to love..but, actually i am~ luaran memang tak kot...dalam ni sapa la yang tahhuuuu~ :((

Tapi..for people out there yang nak tahu sangat atau belom tahu..yeah2..i dah dipunyai..but dia jauuuuuuuhh la...not around me..takde beside me..and thats why you all tengok i'm breaking free..:)..

And based on my experience..yepp..i rasa banyak sangat advantage with this LDR..paling ketara sekali...you actually can concentrate on your career development..you can berdiri atas kaki sendiri..u survive..u berdikari..and the combination of this advantages bring YOU first in the relationship..and it's good..so gooood~

I need to get back to my work ni..I have so much things to do..and none of them finish..sambil kena pegi meeting sana sini..isk2...this new position seriously drive me crazy..cepatla weekend..i need restttt~!!!

L.D.R.

2008-01-30T04:56:00.000-08:00

Have you heard about LDR? It is a long distance relationship~..and I never imagine putting myself in this kind of relationship sebab I personally think that it is very hard and cruel relation..until i met him..:) thank you my dear..i never realize that my life getting sweeter even without u around..i can feel the macam2 feeling and can handle it very well sebab ur absence..and of course it makes me more matured, survived and responsible person..

Owhh..this sweet, lovely poem dekat bawah ni..dia bagi..and i dah baca mcm hundreds time until dah hafal dah..hehehe..it just hard to accept the one you love is apart from u..and i never accept that fact until now..sometimes nangis habis2an sebab u tahu u kena bergantung at urself sebab dia jauh..and it just hurt..and hard..tp i survived~!

I Miss Youby Jody L. Moody

I miss you in the morning,
When all the world is new,
I know the day can bring no joy,
Because it brings not you.

I miss the well-loved voice of you,
Your tender smile for me,
The charm of you,
The joy of your unfailing sympathy,
Because the world is full of folks; it's true,
But there was only one of you.

I miss you in the noontide,
The crowded city street,
Seems like a desert now,
I walk in solitude complete.

I miss your hands beside my own,
The light touch of your hand,
The quick gleam in the eye of you,
So sure to understand.

I miss you in the evening,
When daylight fades away,
I miss the sheltering arms of you,
To rest me for the day,
I try to think I see you yet,
There in the firelight gleams,
Weary at last; I sleep,
And I still miss you in my dreams.

I wish the relationship goes well..i seriously looking forward for every weekend to meet him up tapi normally..it cant be happen..it will never be..but..both of us do really enjoy the relationship until now..:) tq sayang~! ur the best!!

Yeayyy~!

2008-01-30T04:07:00.000-08:00

Finally~ got my offer letter as new manager today..yeayy~! alhamdulillah, with the salary and allowances..i guess, takde masalah i nak get all the things i nak..and also my dreams~! special thanks to my beloved boss, dr rahman..ur the best!! and also..to prof dato sano..even i know u'll never read my blog..tp, terima kasih banyak2 atas kepercayaan yang diberi..i'll try my best to give the besest to the centre and the university, insya-Allah...:)

There are few projects coming in..and i nak try secure every single project..i guess every single thing even with the small margin tu akan bawak hasil jugak satu hari nanti..tahun ni mesti bagi ong punya..duit kena masuk...at least 1M..in order for us to proove that we are actually can do..semua benda~

People around me dah start calling me workaholic..hehe..i guess i am..sebab until now pon my head spinning around untuk dptkan more projects..i just hope that everybody will feel the same way too..spirit yang penting..i tak mau pegi kursus next year as a newbie..i nak myself establish and duduk sama paras dengan manager lain..and then we can talk business..hehehhe

Well..deep in my heart, i memang bangga sangat2 dpt all this things by 23 years old age..i guess i am quite young to reach that level..tapi, rezeki..alhamdulillah..

May all the dreams come true..may rezeki mencurah2 lagi..semoga semua benda akan berjalan dengan lebih lancar and sempurna..kuatkan diri..and paling penting..berdiri..atas kaki sendiri..sebab people will never care about u(unless sapa2 yang lovekan i jek la..hehehe)..u should care about urself..:)

I love my job..and I am going to bring my centre forward..chayok~!

Hello~!

2008-01-27T04:49:00.000-08:00

wow..another blog..another fun~ by the way..dekat rumah ada internet skarang..kalau tak makcik nyer line i kondemkan..i will use sad one..tq sad~! i tak download banyak2 movie..i promise~! hehehehe..

so..friendster acc dah close..ym pon tak main..adikantz pon dah mati mcm tu jek..i guess..it will be new me @ the web~! hehehehe..and sebenarnya new me jugak dekat real world..sebab i've been changing..and people notice my changement tu. well..i guess it's good then..new year..new me..new life..new web..new resolution..new office..new post..new salary..hehehehe..:P...cool~!

lately..sibuk sangat mengemas rumah..transformasi berlaku..hehehe..habis semua langsir mak dari kampung bawak kl..and habis barang ikea i borong..hehehe..since i have nobody nak hang out sentiasa at KL ni..so, i guess my home sweet home la satu2nya tempat untuk luangkan masa selepas penat berhempas pulas bekerja sehari..owhh..i duk beli carpet la semua..mcm nak duk lama jek kan caranya..at least..another 2 years~ before kawen!!weeeee..

i mcm nak start blogging balik..it's good if my fren tak jumpa my blog ni..hahaha..ada jek komen2 rambang nanti..but......takpela~ bagus jugak kalau ada orang jumpa..hehehehe

nak smbyang isya' dulu..semoga hari esok and hari2 akan datang bawak seribu satu makna, rezeki yang melimpah ruah and kasih sayang yang tak berputus2~!